urban hermit

I feel guilty about this blog

so much has happened in my life since I started it which I haven't written about. Long dark nights and days of the soul... excruciating lonliness from someone previously very proud of her ability to be solitary.

Now weird stuff happening. People appearing into my life and doing things saying things which make me feel paranoid. A closeness and connection to the London Bombings which is disturbing - through 2 degrees of separation I 'know' 2 victims. My best friend B was involved in evacuating a tube train carriage the day of the second bombings. I watched the news saw a plain clothes policewoman appeal for witnesses and realised I'd done a course with her 2/3 years ago.

weird weird weird

posted by m @ 7:57 PM